#1 2020

In the first day of the year,

I wish this year is going to be my year.
A year of happiness,
A year of love,
A year of learning,
A year of myself.

But,
I was wrong.
For the past three months,
I’m already felt exhausted.
I’m already felt sad.
I made a lot of mistakes.
I ruined a lot of plans.
I felt guilty with so many peoples.
I failed myself,
With doing nothing.

I want to fix it.

But,
Before I could start.
They left me.
Without say a word.

Then,
How I’m going to fix it?
I think I should’ve gone.
So, people will not be worried whenever I’m around anymore.
People are not going to think about my mistakes anymore.

-Nectar-