At first, it was nice. I've learned a lot. People were being nice to me. Even though I was being a little awkward and I was being so shy and quiet. But I have to go through this. It is only three and a half months. So, I have to be strong and slowly adapt to the new environment, surroundings, routine, and people around me.
I went through a lot of hardships. I'm struggling with myself. Struggling with my anxieties and emotions. I feel really bad for being myself. I hurt people. I annoyed people. I'm not a good person. I was not being good enough. I'm too dumb to handle. I'm a slow learner. I can't communicate with people. I made a lot of mistakes. People hate me. Little did I know.
I don't deserve to be treated like this. Can y'all just treat me as a human being? I have feelings. I have emotions. I have thoughts. I have everything like normal people have. Why is it so hard for you guys to treat me nicely?
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